Do you ever wonder if there is really someone out there that would be able to spend their whole life with you? I mean damn, I’m pretty annoying after a while. I couldn’t see someone dealing with me for years and years. Especially when I get all wrinkly and old… HOW!?
I just sat there for 10 minutes trying to cut an ice cream cake with a spoon.
I cannot express my feelings to anyone because no one in this world understands. So all I have left is myself, and that’s okay. At this moment in time, I feel blank. I’m just trying to find out why I feel so lonely at night. As if, I’m the only one in this world, struggling to stay alive. but my thoughts control me when I’m alone. They destroy the happiness I have in the day. I’m just trying to feel alright. Maybe one day.
I don’t understand myself and I never will. .-.
I don’t understand how when I’m alone all I want is someone to love me and care for me. And when someone finally comes along and gives me all the love I’ve wanted, I don’t want it.. I push them away..
legorretajessica:
Do you ever just sit there? Watching a movie, laying on your bed, doing anything.. And you just wish there was someone next to you? Someone to hold hands with, someone to kiss and cuddle with, someone just to talk to.. Someone who will understand. Do you ever just wonder if one day that person will come.. Do you ever feel so alone? I do.
Do you ever just sit there? Watching a movie, laying on your bed, doing anything.. And you just wish there was someone next to you? Someone to hold hands with, someone to kiss and cuddle with, someone just to talk to.. Someone who will understand. Do you ever just wonder if one day that person will come.. Do you ever feel so alone? I do.
(Source: legorretajessica)
Do you ever just sit there? Watching a movie, laying on your bed, doing anything.. And you just wish there was someone next to you? Someone to hold hands with, someone to kiss and cuddle with, someone just to talk to.. Someone who will understand. Do you ever just wonder if one day that person will come.. Do you ever feel so alone? I do.
